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Charles Stuart Calverley
1831-1884

"Changed"
From Fly Leaves, 1872

I know not why my soul is rack'd,
Why I ne'er smile as was my wont:
I only know that, as a fact,

I don't.

I used to roam o'er glen and glade
Buoyant and blithe as other folk:
And not unfrequently I made

A joke.

A minstrel's fire within me burn'd,
I'd sing, as one whose heart must break,
Lay upon lay: I nearly learn'd

To shake.

All day I sang; of love, of fame,
Of fights our fathers fought of yore,
Until the thing almost became

A bore.

I cannot sing the old songs now!
It is not that I deem them low;
'Tis that I can't remember how

They go.

I could not range the hills till high
Above me stood the summer moon:
And as to dancing, I could fly

As soon.

The sports, to which with boyish glee
I sprang erewhile, attract no more;
Although I am but sixty-three

Or four.

Nay, worse than that, I've seem'd of late
To shrink from happy boyhood  –  boys
Have grown so noisy, and I hate

A noise.

They fright me, when the beech is green,
By swarming up its stem for eggs:
They drive their horrid hoops between

My legs: –

It's idle to repine, I know;
I'll tell you what I'll do instead:
I'll drink my arrowroot, and go

To bed.

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